RAWRRRRRR

i never in my life would have thought that i would have been presented with the situations in that i am currently coping with everyday. Being strong is such an understatement to the attitude and outlook that i have kept throughout this whole experience. My family has been brought together by something that youd never expect. My life has changed. And everyday that i decide to be positive over negative i feel it change more. Please dont ever take the people you love for granted because we are not immortal and anything can happen. I love you Hope Andrea Novello. My mom is the strongest person ive ever met in my entire life, and i love her with all my heart.

i havnt been this happy in a while. its nice for a change. plz dont end.

i havnt updated this this in so longg. & its okay my life is so busyyyyy. all i do is school, soccer, and go to work & in my spare time hang out with a few selected people. i need to try to hang out with more though. things and people have changed so drastically in my life. Some for the good and some not so wonderful. Im trying so hard to set up a new life for myself and im really looking at my future now. I dont wanna be one of those people who graduate and stay in the same place for another 5 years doing nothing with my life. I will be successful in life, no doubt about that. But i just think its going to take alot to get there. But i am a determined person. My focus's right now are buying a car & saving money. We'll see how that works out and then ill take other things one step at a time.

hopefully HHN sooooon! i cant fucking wait. & i also need to buy my NFG ticket! im excited about that.

grounded life sucks.

Summer has been amazing so far, minus the thought of moving in my head 24/7. Ive pretty much done alot of the stuff ive wanted to do which is awesome!

Well, i havnt been updating but this is whats up. Alot of positives and negatives.
POSITIVES.
+ Friends are awesome
+ Getting along with Family
+ Braces OFFF!

NEGATIVES.
- Realizing im moving in less than 3 months.
- Jill is moving in a week.
- Not having a job
- Seeing what im going to miss.

I dont know what to say anymore.

I havnt written in this in a while. My computer is so fuckedup and its really annoying me. I really want the new taking back sunday cd. &&&&&&&& i get my braces off on Thursday & im really excited. Each weekend has been passing by so fast. I really miss my old life although my life right now is pretty good.
I also miss alototototott of people. So come on! HANGOUT!

Ive been thinking alot lately. Life is so fuckedup as a teenager. Parents fucking suck, friends will backstab, and boys are gay. Things dont seem to be going my way recently and its really pissing me off. Nothing is ever fucking good enough for my parents ever and im so close to saying fuck you to them and just leaving. My life, my grades and my future. They dont need to worry about it becuase im completely capable of making my own fucking decisions about things. Anyways. If i could take a few people with me to gainsville life would be perfect. But for now ill have to cope with whats going on. I guess.

So, spring break was fun but i still felt like it could have been better.
I cant wait to move to Gainsville in like 3 months.
Sometimes i wish things were reallllly different in my life.
But then again some things just never change.

-Picture post soon.

im in gainsville and i want to come home right now!

ive been missing alot of things lately.

So, i havnt gone to school at all this week. Im screwed when it comes to makeup work but oh well. Ive been really sick & thank god i have some of the best friends ever who have come to visit me which was really nice. Moving is becoming more of a reality to me, especially when they gave us our course selection cards for next year. Ill hopefully be attending gainsville high school next year. Its a really pretty school and im sure way better than jpt. But as much as im excited to get out of here and completely start over, so many people here have been in my life for soooo long & it will be the first time i wont be able to see them. Ive met so many amazing people and had so many wonderful experiences. The last 2 summers of my life were unforgetable. Im hoping this one will be as well, though one major thing is lacking. But it will be fine. I will be taking millions of pictures before i leave, of everyone! I wont forget anyone i know here.

Almost 104 fever & strep throat.
Im really getting sick of being sick EVERY MONTH!

So my parents decided to move to gainsville in august.
They actually think they are moving me. FUNNY.
My plan is when we get there, im going to say im going to the store.
And im driving home.

I love all my friends.
I need to hang out with all of them!

Im sick as fuck.
Fever and everything.
And i passed out yesterday.

My life has changed around alot.
Im actually happy and i love it.
I miss samantha sierra and next weekend is mine and hers!

I dont like alot of people.

But i honestly can say, i have the best friends alive. <3

-I need a job really soon. & i get my lisence next month. yay!

Tuesday was Alexas Birthday. FUNFUNFUN!

hahaha on the ROLLLER COASTER!

hhahahaha we had funn!

At samanthas.
Shes sleeping becuase she has school.
Im making her lunch tomarrow becuase i love her.

Well, So i guess its a new year. Im trying to actually complete my new years resolutions. I love the new friends ive made alot and im always up for making more. Im so sick of fucking things up but im sick of fucking shady people too.

Im going to try to separate myself from those people.

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